Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Marilyn by Avedon



Richard Avedon:

There was no such person as Marilyn Monroe. Marilyn Monroe was an invention of hers. A genius invention that she created, like an author creates a character. So when Marilyn Monroe put on a sequin dress and danced in the studio—I mean for hours she danced and sang and flirted, and did this thing. There is no describing what she did, she did Marilyn Monroe . . . And then there was the inevitable drop because she was someone who went very high up and very way down. And when night was over, she sat in the corner like a child with everything gone. But I wouldn't photograph her without her knowledge of it. And as I came with the camera, I saw that she was not saying no.

David Halberstam:

I think there is a great sadness to her. There was always this great contradiction between the sexual figure that men wanted her to be, and the poignancy of her own life—the sense of desperation, the sense of inadequacy.

It was the saddest of childhoods. A mother who was institutionalized. A father who was never there; did not exist. In and out of orphanages. There was to her it seems to me, always a search for father figures.

She was the woman that all men wanted to help catch as she was falling. And I think that was a key to her success. And you can see it in photos like this. The sadness, the erosion, the face that exists behind the glamour that's on the screen.


Another episode from my haunting past

I've received following email today:

HIM: "Your website got nuked...what happened?"

ME: "nuked?"

HIM: "Yeah...you were off the air for most of Monday...If you tried to access your site you got a weird message that linked to other photo sites, but no photokat.com. I found out 'cuz I had a friend call me to ask if the link I gave her was working since when she went to photokat.com it was offline. (I've passed on your blog to a few peeps I'm acquainted with who I know would be interested in your deep thoughts!)

How ya' been?!!

ME (confused):
yeah, my domain was expired!!!!
i had no clue.
where do we know each other from?
not quite sure....
dunno?
help ?
B.

HIM:Help? I dunno Lulu (PS: a nickname of mine that only someone from NY would know) ...it's kinda hard after all these years...you worked on this cover shoot...:



HIM:...and I still have this Polaroid of you & Bo...



ME:HOLYFUCKINGSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaa
omfg
dude can i blog this?
i remember the secretary's face when she saw my BITCH t-shirt.....

HIM:...and I remember telling you we were gonna be in a VERY conservative office...!

He (Ken Chenault, the CEO of American Express) still tells me how he remembers when he walked in and saw you, and your t-shirt, on that shoot!

Blog away...and I'm gonna add you to my little waste of time I call the Song of the Day...just something to fill up your iPod.

"I think: Polaroid makes my hips look fat."

Saturday, June 02, 2007

German GQ



German GQ featured me on the intro page of their website today ... and you can view the the image gallery on this link.
Nice advertisement - but according to GQ I am a regular contributor to Harpers Bazaar and Vogue , which I did not know about - but I'll make sure I'll get paid for whetever they've supposedly seen in those mags with my name on it....
; )